why you should be home for your birthday?

How is it being 20? Great I would say. Relationship with my mom is improving from day to day. I don’t know why things never happen when I was still a teen. I had so much to hide then. From friends to boyfriends to internet to movies. Almost everything. Whatever I wanted to speak could never be spontaneous. Seriously there were times I wanted to swap parents.

But well now things are different. Generation gap is still there but narrower.

This narrow gap makes turning into 20 greater than ever. πŸ™‚

Why is it when I want to shop so badly these two things will happen?
1. Nothing appears appealing
2. Nothing that appeals fits
They’re the most annoying things that could happen to a shopaholic. Actually anyone. I mean who would want to be reminded of their extra pounds? Not in the changing room at least. Don’t tell me we all have to walk around in jerseys? There are no pink ones available! Tolong!

However be optimistic. Because I am and it worked for me. I went to the mall today with only one thing in mind. Toothpicks.

And I came home with a sleeveless jacket, funky shorts, a short dress and a Sentini bag. Sounds great na? Plus with the Enid Blyton’s and SEP’s two books yesterday, I’m fully contented. In this rate of shopping, I would want birthday everyday. Provided my age doesn’t increase with each birthday.


Yesterday was my birthday. I didn’t make countdown like I used to. I was too busy and super tensed bout CA. I don’t remember working that hard for my first CA though. Maybe that’s why I screwed all my papers. This time I’m really really hoping for better marks, even in Biochem which I actually screwed too. If I don’t score well, then it’s obvious that I don’t belong here. I don’t deserve a dental seat. 😑

Now birthday story. Had a very very quiet one at home this year. No special presents but I did feel special. From 12 am. It’s like Cinderella. But my ballroom dance starts at 12. And went on till the next day 12 a.m. I don’t know if people really think I’m worth all these attention or all birthday babies do get this. Whatever it is, I enjoyed everything. Every single text messages and phone calls. Especially the one I made. πŸ˜‰

I feel like being my old self again. you know the old putri-like gal who doesn’t give a damn about serious issues but more concerned about friends, boyfriend and fashion. No anatomy, biochemistry tension. Instead you have a boyfriend, cool mother, a car to move around, and a group of girlfriends to help every time you’re down with problems. Just be dependent to those who love you. Life will be way easier than what I’m facing in campus. I wish I have a huge make over. From wardrobe to mindset. :S

Daphne Sings Happy Birthday

Today is Daphne’s birthday. The day when everyone dear to her will make it a point to mark it special. Special for them and for Daphne. They’ll try all means of ways to acknowledge her that she is still precious to them. And Daphne being a super sweet bunny takes every single tiny miny thing into count when it comes to love. Her friends from far would call or send her mails. Her close buddies will keep awake till 12 a.m. just to sing her Happy Birthday.

Everyone who called and mailed are dear to Daphne. But Rocky calling was the most surprising thing that happened. Her clock ticked past 12 and calls started to pour upon her. Her clock ticked past 12.30 and she was feeling somewhat upset. Then the minute pointer went past number 8 and Rocky called. She was shocked and happy. Her hands were trembling slightly and her heart seriously skipped a beat. Rocky told her that he slept off and actually woke up again to wish her. How sweet. It may sound silly to others but to a person who counts every single blessings that she gets, this means a lot. Especially when the one you really adore does this. Being an alpha-male, that badger didn’t hesitate to admit that he wanted to talk longer with her. Again sweetness. πŸ˜›

Seriously Daphne was just wondering if she should give up loving him. Without any positive reactions from him, she didnt want to be flying kites. But again things happened in a way that is actually encouraging her to continue with more confidence. Each time she wants to stop everything, something will pop up. Any tiny event that will keep her longing for Rocky. That may be with or without his knowledge, but Daphne wish she could somehow express her love to Rocky.

p/s (or at least he reads this posts) -sigh-

How well does Daphne know Rocky?

Can you answer 85 questions about just one person !?

1) What’s their name?
. hem hem..Rocky.
2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
. mhmm..nope. πŸ™‚
3) Do you get along with this person all the time?
. they fight and argue yet she adores him like nobody else. πŸ™‚
4) How old is the person?
. 20 in 5 more days
5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
. nope. hmm..
6) Is this person older than you?
. nope and it’s not a problem
7) Have you ever kissed this person?
. aha. nope.
8.) How about hug?
. yeah and rocky was kinda blur. πŸ˜›
9) Are you related to this person?
.luckily i’m not since he dislikes most of his relatives
10) Are you really close to this person?
.to a comfortable extend yes. πŸ™‚

11) Nickname?
. Rocky itself a nick
12.) Do they have a nickname for you?
. idk.i wish i cud noe (if any)
13) How many times do you talk to this person during a week?
. unless i call,it will be centuries.
14) Will this person repost this?
. he wont even read this πŸ™‚
15) Do you live with this person?
. i can get super jiwang-fied ya know. i live with him in a small inn built in my heart. eewww..
16) Why is this person your number one?
. for Daphne he is cuz she’s madly in love with him.
17) Are you their number one?
. nope.rocky is an ego-centric alpha-male badger.he is his number one.
18.) How long have you known this person?
. one year and 10 months?
19) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
.yes πŸ™‚
20) Have you ever had a sleepover with this person?
. nope. ( i wish? πŸ˜‰ )

21) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
.well he’s the one so determined to move and hell yeah i’m gona miss him like no words can explain 😦
23) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
. never gone to that stage yet.
24) Do you know everything about this person?
.nope.rocky is just too mysterious and daphne loves that part of him!
25) Would you date this person’s siblings?
. nope.Daphne just wants Rocky. thank you. πŸ™‚
26) Have you ever made out with this person?
.Β  nope. cuz we dont compromise casual sex.
27) Do you know this person’s address?
. yes πŸ™‚
28.) How many classes do you have with him/her?
. never had.
29) Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?
. nop!
30) Who does this person like? Does he/she know who you like?
.idk who he likes. and yes he knows daphne likes him but that’s bout it. he doesnt know bout daphne rocky yada yada yada.. wish he does though 😦

31) Is this person on drugs?
. hmm.maybe that’s how he got his abs? πŸ˜›
32) What’s the meanest thing you’ve ever done to this person?
. seriously nothing. ask him and see. if he mentions any, i promise will chop him off.
36) Have you ever heard this person sing?
. haha.his type of song,yeah. rofl.
37) Have you ever hated this person?
. yes when he cursed daphne twice. *shakes head*
38.) Do you and this person have a saying/word?
. “yenna kathey? ”Β  πŸ˜›
39) Do you know this person’s Facebook password?
.never will i guess. i mean that alpha male giving away his pw?? u gotta be kidding.
40) When was the last time you saw him/her?
. 14 dec 2008 when the bus was moving and him standing at the side of the pavement and the moment i realized IT IS love after all. πŸ™‚
41) Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted for more than 2 months?
. the latest was less than 12 hours cuz he apologized and daphne being nice forgave him.
42) What would you do if you had never met this person?
. meet him in the end somehow to be crazy all over him like now. πŸ™‚
43) Would you consider this person a rebel, or one that follows the rules?
. REBEL to the extreme πŸ™‚
44) Have you and this person gone clubbing?
. nyehh.
45) Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
. idk.he talks alot when he wants to.he tells me stuff.hopefully i’m not playing a doormat here.
46) Do you and this person talk a lot?
. kinda?
47) Do you like this person?
. it’s love baby love. πŸ™‚
48.) Has this person yelled at you?
.not yet
49) Have you and this person got into a fist fight?
. nope.doesnt mind though πŸ˜€
50) Do you want to go out with this person?
.as long as it’s not to a rock party,i’m on.

51) Do you want to be friends with this person FOREVER?
. hell yes. tat’s why i’m posting this particular thing here rather than fs or fb.
52) When is the last time you talked to this person?
. as in real talking, on last sunday.
53) Do you text this person?
. not unless anything imp.
54) Do you and this person talk on the phone?
. not more than once in a week. i mean that’s if i call.
55) Describe this person in one word?
. Rocky. (explains everything)
56) Is this person smart?
. in his areas yeah.
57) Have you ever played a sport or watched a sport with this person?
. nope.not even once.eventho we shared the same uni for a year. 😦
58.) Have you met this person’s family?
. nope
59) Has this person been to your house?
. nope
60) Do you and this person have a special song?
. knowing his type of songs, nope and i’m glad. πŸ˜›

61) Have you told this person you loved them before?
. -sigh-
64) What grade is this person?
. he’s in college
65) Do you hang out with this person on weekends?
. used to
66) Would you consider this person your best friend?
. not a bestie. cant stand an alpha male as my bestie no matter how much i love him.
67) Do you miss this person?
.likeΒ  alot?
68.) Is there a song that describes the relationship between you and this person?
. eppoda ennai paarpe -kaalai..
69) Have you danced with this person?
. not really
70) Do you think this person is going to be surprised you wrote this about them?
. yes he will and he’ll feel super duper bad and he’ll either start avoiding me or stop talking to me.which is why i post it here cuz i know he doesnt read my blog.
71) How many siblings does this person have?
. 2
72) If so, brother or sister?
. elder bro and sis
73) Have you ever cried in front of this person?
. nope.i duwan to .
74) When is the next time you will see this person?
. maybe midyear.before he leaves. 😦
75) Do you tell this person secrets?
. depends which one
76) Do you trust this person?
. yes. my trust is proportional to my love.
78.) Do you play any sports with this person?
. i wish.
79) If so, what are they ?
.Β  –
80) Does this person play sports?
. yes
81) If so, which sports?
. footie. badminton. gymming
82) Have you been to this persons house?
. nehi
83) What is this persons favorite song?
. god knows man. and he knows. i’d never get hold of his songs.never.
84)Does this person speak another language?
. tamil,bm,russian soon.
85) Do you think you’ll ever get tired of having this person in your life?
. this one i’m sure : nope,never will.no matter how bitter he is. how quiet he is. how sarcastic he is. how boring he is. i’m just totally in love with him and accept him the way he is.

p/s there’s one movie which resembles us. Chori Chori. πŸ™‚

Daphne Goes Hiking

Whenever Daphne feels like giving up, there will always be a ray of hope shining from some small nook. That tiny miny light is enough to keep her flame burning brightly. Let it be a slight mention of Rocky’s name during a radio show or written over a huge ad board which happened to be located on the way to her Burrow or she falls down hitting the Rock. Anything that she could somehow relate to him, the too-full-of-himself stupid badger. Call her dumb but you never know you will be one too if you were her. Maybe even dumber.

So she’ll give a second thought over things, gets excited from top to bottom again, runs to her Burrow and dashes open her wardrobe. Getting dressed in a rugged pink mini and top, she snucks her tiny feet into the sneakers and Daphne is off for hiking. Because – Rocky enjoys it. The Hiking. Her friends call her pathethic forΒ  following his pleasure ways which are actually boring. But they have no idea that she’s only a poor little helpless bunny. She hopelessly adores him. Till the core of the apex of her heart. Nevermind. Maybe when they’re in love, they can understand too.

Daphne Misses Rocky ;)

Rocky had been busy for the past few days. God knows what is he busy with. He didn’t come to the playground. He didn’t play Ice and Fire with Daphne. He didn’t buy colourful lollipops for Daphne. He didn’t take any walks down the pathways of the woods. He didn’t appear out of the bushes of lilies just to scare Daphne. He didn’t make fun of her bushy tail. He didn’t carry her off her feet and later threaten to throw her into the pond of lotuses.

She hates it when he bullies her yet she knows he’s the best one to do it so perfectly without even making her angry. Daphne just wants few things in life. She wants Rocky to acknowledge her – in any ways. She wants him to enjoy the scenery of sunset with her. She wants him to give her the dream-on look. She wants him to argue with her when she says there’s a big pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. She wants him to bring the curve back to her face – the positive quadratic one. She misses him too much.

Daphne hates Rocky

Daphne doesn’t deserve swearing.

Daphne hates Rocky for doing so to her.

Daphne is disappointed NOW because they were suppose to be friends.

And friends don’t swear to each other.