Few things happened last night. Surprisingly I’m not sad about it instead feeling more energetic and positive towards possibilities. Before, I used to be in somewhat the same situation and felt terribly down and distracted. But now I feel completely normal and unaffected by what he said. Is it the effect of growing up or being a practical person or it’s a good sign?
When i misplaced my bottle, I didn’t even feel like finding for it. The next day it came to me without me putting in any effort of retrieving it.
When my Gucci full with hundreds of bucks gone missing, I trusted my instincts saying it must be in the car. And guess what,it was there.
My instincts always try to guide me despite me brushing them away. This time i’m just gona trust them, sit back and relax.
What will come, will come.
I don’t feel bad yet I don’t feel good either. This time I’m proudly opting to be greedy and I WANT TO FEEL GOOD.
The bestest best part of this thing is my family in AIMST comprising: Thivy Deepika Jeremy Venga and Desmond. They were actually praying when I made the call. I could see that they were more anxious than I was. In fact I didn’t pray before calling. Just got the guts suddenly and did it.
But what I saw next were priceless.Never will I forget.
Jeremy saying prayers under his breath. Venga hugging onto his chair closing his eyes. Desmond being nervous. Thivy keep looking at the phone while praying. Deepika went totally speechless.
Can u ever find people as concerned as these people? Let me just ease your hassle. NO YOU CAN’T. They’re the most genuine people you can ever find.
We do have our own flaws. Yet we know we’re there for each other. Despite our nationality, mother tongue and religion. We are one. 😀
Now the next sort of upsetting part is telling the real truth to them and seeing them getting dissapointed. We can manage somehow. But I can see now itself how they’re going to cheer me up despite me saying I’m alright and I’m perfectly okay.
That’s what F.A.M.I.L.Y is after all. 🙂