Somewhere amidst Histoplasma Capsulatum and Malassezia furfur lies my key of de-examfying myself. For the past 4 days I had my CA1 (that is Continuous Assessment to you non-AIMST people).
I SHOULD have feared my pants off, stressed myself till I grew more wrinkles than my mom, complained non-stop to every Tom Dick and Harry [...]
Entries Tagged as ‘What's going on?’
November 6, 2009
3-in-1
November 2, 2009
Never wish for something too badly
“Please Babajji, this is the limit. Please don’t give any more excitement for this night. Make it boring, please.”
Kareena said this for once in Jab We Met. And I said it like i-lost-count times two nights ago. I landed myself on a strange land for the first time with two dead cell phones and a [...]
October 27, 2009
Miracle in Every Minute
At 5 in the morning, I have this urge of writing. After centuries of being uninspired, finally something is flowing through the veins of my fingers.
I was reading By The River Piedra I Sat Down And Wept and this sudden calmness splashed through me.
It was more like I swished through the spiral of calmness. How [...]
May 23, 2009
I hate being anxious :(
The title says it all. And I don’t intend to give away anything more than that. That’s what my brain says. But I have this super-disobedient-good-for-nothing heart which will then induce extra speed to my fingers and there it goes, all my misery to the world. And my friends who read this will be pouring [...]
April 25, 2009
Game where you lose all the time
DISCLAIMER : This is an emo post so whoever despises emo blog posts, just piss off.
Again I’m on the losing side. Whatever the game He’s playing, I’m defly going down the ladder this time. I chose to put in hope despite all the loose ends. Yet again I’ve been proved wrong. I mean c’mon what’s [...]
March 26, 2009
why now??
When my life began to shatter, I took out my mobile and went through my contacts list. Guess what, I have nobody to cry to.
1.I have a family who loves me like we have no next birth.
2.I have a handful amount of friends who genuinely care for me.
3.I have a Lab who [...]
February 17, 2009
Mere attraction
Yeah it’s mere attraction. I’m more of certain now. You get attracted when you meet a nice sweet person. And the next step would be taken IF the other party is attracted as well. If no mutual attraction takes place, we can be friends as usual. That’s what I WANT to happen. They are those [...]
February 15, 2009
Valentines 2009
An official statement to make : I suck at making choices.
Let it be anything. I totally suck at it. After everything that people can get confused with, I’m now confused with my own feelings and men. Damn.
Putting stupid confusion aside, I had a superb Valentines this year. No I didn’t get roses and not [...]
February 6, 2009
crying for nothing doesn’t mean you’re insane
It’s not that you’re crying for nothing. It’s actually the best way to let go your agony without letting go your rage. You can always abuse those who cause you this grief with words. But the words will follow you like shadows. Very very dark ones. Adding with the fact that you can’t eat your [...]
January 31, 2009
why you should be home for your birthday?
How is it being 20? Great I would say. Relationship with my mom is improving from day to day. I don’t know why things never happen when I was still a teen. I had so much to hide then. From friends to boyfriends to internet to movies. Almost everything. Whatever I wanted to speak could [...]
