May 23, 2009...8:38 pm

I hate being anxious :(

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The title says it all. And I don’t intend to give away anything more than that. That’s what my brain says. But I have this super-disobedient-good-for-nothing heart which will then induce extra speed to my fingers and there it goes, all my misery to the world. And my friends who read this will be pouring up questions via msn ym fb asking what’s wrong. To make me feel even worse. No heart feelings guys. I’m just emo-ing, not being ungrateful or whatsoever.

I know I can blabber whatever nonsense I want here. I can bitch about the guys here because I never insist them to visit. So here is my own lost world. Lost world. That’s why I come whenever I’m lost into my own gray clouds.

What’s up with my instincts man? They’re the ones responsible for my anxiety. They make me think (un)neccessary things. OR I may know if they’re really unnecessary in few more hours. Oh I wish I could just sleep till the time comes cuz right now my concentration level is super duper low. And my brain is aching after being probed by thoughts.

p/s DISCLAIMER comes finally. This is another emo postso only read if you’re also as emo as i am.

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