After fussing over it for such a long time, it’s finally over. This year Deepavali was so normal compared to previous ones. Or is it just me? I think the latter applies more. I guess that’s the cruel part of growing up. You don’t get excited over small things anymore. All you think about is how to pass on another day. I kept thinking about my CA till i even brought my Clinical Anatomy book to Kampar. Damn! I should be studying but i’ve never done it in front of my relatives before. They nearly got a cardiac arrest but thank god i kept my studying attempts till midnight.
This year Deepavali day was super relaxing. With just us at home and me being online all the time. At night travelled all the way to Kampar as usual. We had a lil gathering at grannie’s. The best part was we couzies lepaking till late night. Had a stroll across the town. I wish we went to Ipoh though. Could have at least watch any movie. Done with the ok parts, now to bad ones. Again got critisized : bout the way i behave, the way i dress, the way i speak, they way i mix around, the way i comb my hair, the way i’ve changed. So all in all, AIMST changed Maithily. which means maithily doesn’t have her own brains. She is manipulatable. Pathethicness.
